❤My Story Captured The Hearts and Minds of a Generation❤

We shall meet up after the half year :)

2012-02-17T23:24:00.001+08:00

The only photo which I have been taken with my ex dardar tonight :)

The Valentine's Day

2012-02-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

Nothing much special about this day

I still never try before the feeling of deeply moved by someone who I have loved

I just so wish that I can really disengage myself from the government school's life

Never Mind , lets wish all the couples " all shall be well , and Jack shall have Jill " .

Sing K Day on 12 of Feb

2012-02-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

Huisien .. Very nice leh ~~

Tv & Huisien

huisien

Jordan & me

Well , it took a longer time to complete uploading to youtube

2012-02-07T19:30:00.000+08:00

散场的拥抱混乱的心跳

多宁愿只是争吵还能道歉和好

我知道你留着和他所有合照

明明面前是答案却撕掉不要

For Your Information

2012-02-07T11:42:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for it wasn't your fault which means that it doesn't follow that I was right too
I knew that my remarks were heavy with sarcasm and perhaps brought to your irritation
You're not the sort of people who to be unfaithful towards friends as well as go back on your words
Sorry for involving you into that discrete matters
Sorry for letting the external influences affected your state of your mind and caused your mood of melancholy descended on you
Sorry for the everything I have done on you
Sincerely hope that you can forget it and live happily ever after :)

The time fairly raced by ...

Paralytic Fear

2012-02-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

I accidentally saw the post in my blog list

I always told myself went for it throughout the whole year and tried to win the everything of yours

Obviously , on the face it seemed that I was the winner

But actually in the end what did I really get from you ?

Normally crying is totally not suitable for me

And I would not to make a spectacle of myself by bursting into tears in front of others

But now I kept myself in my room like a tortoise and burst out crying

I was deeply badly being hurt this time

I would never let you atoned for hurting my feelings and prides

Had you ever known what's the meaning of heartbroken ?

I paid and wasted the best years of my life on you but it came to no good end

My efforts were all in vain

I'd put the idea of future with you out of my mind

My life now seemed stuck in limbo which I could not go forward and I could not go back

想好聚好散想完美伪装但却不愿成全不想原谅只因自尊太好强

2012-02-06T15:21:00.001+08:00

A feeling of depression overhelmed me
I really put no faith in my future
Folly can bring about my ruin
BUT
You don't try to ruin my everything okay
Sometime panic do destroy rational thought deeply

Immoral to praise someone to their face and slag off them behind their back .. It's not good
And we DON'T :)

I recommended that it's quite a good edition
It's opened with expectation and close with profit
We would rather to be a poor man in a garret with plenty of good books to read than a king/queen who did not love reading ..
Learning and learning :)

我没有说谎，我何必说谎

Happy Chinese New Year :D

2012-01-23T00:39:00.002+08:00

Namah！

2012-01-20T20:45:00.001+08:00

You hacker don't try to insult my personality !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Go to hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
F you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'd have to

2012-01-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

Even if I'd make it abundantly crystal clear , you still don't want to change your mind
In the end still that nothing could alter the facts
I surrender !

You mistook my meaning or maybe my attitude entirely
Somehow I think of having afternoon tea together with you in one day
I don't know when the day will it be
Because I not even dare to face you alone :P

You never know how I feel

2012-01-09T20:57:00.001+08:00

You're too much . I never see anyone like you before

Even my closer kin you're not letting go of it

What if the person is others ?

You sure will do something without my knowledge

The pain of my mind is worse than the pain of my body

I follow her advice and endure the everythings of him

But it's all now beyond my endurance

Like any great relationship , it just gets better and better as the year rolls on

But for me , I'll rather choose to die because it's a bitter torment for me ...

Goodbye

Is just like a Slut!!!

2012-01-01T02:12:00.000+08:00

I need a drug that disposes me to sleep !!!!!!
It's now hindered my respiration
I'm now totally have difficulty in breathing
What the fuck !
I do not dare to use my mouth to breathe in the air
This in turn I'm forced to sit in order to sleep and cannot lay down at all
Hit the head to the wall !!

Everytime when I need you and I suppose that you'll be with me
In the end I'm just like as the fool thinks , so the bell clinks
I'm considering to stop the alls
There's no doubt that all this just puts a heavy burden on me only
What do I get from you ?
It's nothing.
What do you get from me ?
At least still got one thing. Perhaps it's not so valuable .

What's the passport to happiness ?
Once you had became an egghead and a knowing person with an aggregate of strength , slowly but surely you had unlimited power to choose your right person by yourself ! :)
So study hard !

1.1.2012

2012-01-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year my fellow friends
May all of you have another blessed and wonderful year
May all of us be safe and healthy and also grow as time passes

Damn it ! Our bbq gathering !!

2011-12-30T06:19:00.000+08:00

Large, swollen turbinates may lead to blockage of nasal breathing
Allergies , exposure to environmental irritants, or a persistent inflammation within the sinuses can lead to turbinate swelling

Well , this is my case and my interior turbinate was damage since one month ago
This is the reason why I see the doctor for four times even till today
It's all my nose's problem which lead me to sore throat and fever
As for now , it's badly swollen
I see it myself when doctor ask me to hold a mirror in front me and he uses his small torch to led me in order to see inside my nose
Back to the same when I was still small , I need to use back nasal spray to control it

My bbq with friends flies away already !!!!!!! Shit !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Melaka Day

2011-12-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

Less joy at the boutique
To be frank , melaka's stuffs are cheaper than muar but we need to queue up and wait patiently when trying the shirts
MNG T-shirt out of stock ad lah !!!!!

Envious

2011-12-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

I really so admire their brilliant achievements
In case I need to redouble my effort in pursuit of academics
I believe that success will stimulate a man to further efforts

How I wish everything can be like that
I'm sure it'll definitely be a big surprise for me
I never taste the best possible surprise anyone can have given me include my important day

I swear I'll never do it on my own initiative in 2012
No worry , I'll still wish you in that day
It's just a wishing with no action :)

Cold

2011-12-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

Love , indeed , shall be faded in one day
It's all out of my control
To forgive is not to forget , nor remit , but it's let it go
I lost faith in you .

Come on ! Come on ! Video again !

2011-12-21T13:10:00.001+08:00

Sang by siying & xingyee , damn nice wey !

2011-12-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

You'll pay for this !
Live happily ever after ?
Of course no
My early vivacity had disappeared
I longed for some peace and privacy without your existence

Over

2011-12-14T21:10:00.001+08:00

It's deactivated .

A - Lin

2011-12-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

Unfairly treated

2011-12-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

Last time I banged up my car and my mummy upbraided me for my reckless
This time she braked too late and bashed the car into the 路墩
There was a loud crash “ bom” which caused the tires puncture but nobody was scolding her
Life seems so unfair sometimes .. Haizz

My childhood

2011-12-09T23:41:00.001+08:00

It's always a pleasure to reminisce about the past once in a while
Nostalgia the old things , if not done too often , can be quite refreshing also
As I glance at the pile of the old photographs , I caught sigh of some photographs of mine when I was still young
Compared to what it's nearly twenty years already
The difference is startling !

Taken when I was four years old and the baby beside me is my younger sister ..

The person beside me is my cousin , he's one year old senior than me , study in hsm , though we were so good in our childhood but now we're like a stranger :) haha

Why my skin was so fair when I was still small but now it was totally not ! Arghh

Taken when we were both in standard one .. she was my good friend when I was in primary ..Js Low , the pretty girl :)

Can't wait to blow the candle .. cherubic face ... haha

oh ! Fond memories of my childhood time :)

Time Flies ...

2011-12-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

" What the hell do I think I am doing " ?

Do you know that it's all beyond my endurance ?
I never willing to quit and give up our love affair halfway
Now , we are not in the first flush of our romance anymore
Although you filled up my heart , it's hollow at my side
It hurts to love someone when we cant even tell them what we really feel
We do not stand at a position to tell perhaps and because sometime we may get hurt without them knowing
I learn to rein my bad temper
I'm learning !
Sometime you're also a disagreeable bad-tempered guy

If you prefer a sweet temper girl you can go and find the one who suits you more than me
Perhaps she's the one who still waiting for you ...

Oh ! How good it is !

2011-12-02T12:38:00.001+08:00

三百六十五天全年无休，两人一日不见，如隔三秋，如胶似漆

不管如何甜蜜的爱情也有倦怠期

天天见面，时时随身，久而久之，竟然为了芝麻绿豆鸡毛蒜皮的是事情而吵架

激情消失，腻了，烦了，累了，倦了

这时候，就让爱情放个假吧

爱得太累，需要找时间和私人空间歇一歇

休息是为走更长远的路

没错！爱情是马拉松长跑，不是九秒九的冲刺

静下来聆听自己内心最深处的声音，重新整理思绪，再拟定方向

也为疲倦的心灵充电，修整护理伤口，拔掉心中的刺，斩掉阻碍双方的荆棘

爱的休眠期，双方可以检视自己，感受一下没有对方的日子如何度过

问问自己是否控制欲太强，以为给对方无尽的爱，其实是无尽的束缚和压力

疲惫的爱情容易垮掉！

你就是那种无论我再怎么骂怎样糟蹋，打死都不会有任何埋怨的家伙

我最深爱的那个人 ! ♥

你没本事，伤不起

2011-11-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

不知道谁不自量
You had nothing to do with him
I don't have the need to help you to clarified your stand :)
Please make your position clear
Thank you so much

Wonder How Wonder Why ?!!

2011-11-23T16:39:00.000+08:00

As usual I woke up at 9 sth and found out I had a sore throat again !
I don't know why my immune system could be so weak enough to resist against the disease
The medical expenses cost me a sight of money already
I saw the doctor for three times within this two weeks
Seriously , I suffered tortures this morning because I puked up all my breakfast while I was bathing
I dislike the medicine so much not just because it was distasteful and also I might feel drowsy after taking the pill
Well , I could imagine this time really took my ages to get over my illness
Hoped that the bitter pills could have wholesome effects on me !!!!

2011-11-18T14:43:00.000+08:00

The medicines the doctor gave me last time aren't working
I went to clinic once a again today and this time the doctor gave me a stronger prescription
Those tablets really make me felt drowsy until I couldn't do some revisions
What the hell !
This time really out of my expectation la !
Tomorrow is Muet exam and I sincerely hoped that I won't get a too lousy band
Pray for buddha =.=
Ok , before sitting for the exam , I shall not take the tablets :)

Oh ! 16.11.11 !

2011-11-17T14:07:00.001+08:00

From Mister Cafe to Sanga Cafe

Our Funny Actions !

He make me got such expression .. Walau ~

I looked so pervert in this photo ... hahaha

The cutest !

错的人

2011-11-16T12:18:00.001+08:00

Si Ying see this !!!!!! Used up lots of time to update !!!!!

11.11.11

2011-11-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

I just came back from the wedding ceremony of my cousin

The 11.11.11 day should be a propitious time for those married couple but for me it was totally not !!!

I was suffering from the unspeakable pain ( illness )

My illness started with a sore throat and now turned to a feverish cold

Oh my Buddhaness !

I was in pain because my larynx was all red and swollen

I had all these for several days and even till now my forehead was still burning

Little short of miraculous because I spewed up everything especially after eating the rice

And this in turned I was not dare to eat anything

Went to the Jb's clinic and the nurse asked me to show out my IC

I was so sorry that I didn't bring along my wallet to JB and I was accidentally left it in my room

The nurse was shocked after knowing that I came from Muar

Lol ~

We muarians cannot go to the JB's clinic to see the doctor meh =.=

After taking my temperature and it was about 37.6 celcius

Congratulations !

I need to torture for umpteen days and I'll feel well again :)

I need lots of fresh air to speed up my recovery so SPBT's room is my no-go area ... Hooray !

Sacrificed

2011-11-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

At the bare thought of our relationship , I would burst into cry

It was all my problems and he didn't do anything wrong ...

The moment for us

2011-11-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

Truth and love are two of the most powerful things in the world when we both go together we cannot easily be withstood !

Someday, we will hit the beach together and lock in a passionate embrace. We will have fun splashing water on beach and have nice talks. And even watching sunset .

I can't believe that I can lifted you for few seconds ! Since I grew up , nobody could do so to me but now you're the only one who lifted me just now ! Wow , I did feel like I was flying on not sky but my room !

Something which is worthing for sharing

2011-11-06T16:56:00.002+08:00

We girls don’t have you on our mind 24/7, but we do have you on our hearts.

Often, yes we wait for you to go online, sometimes simply even just being online makes our heart skip a beat, even if we don’t talk.

Whenever you talk to us, our face forms that half-smile; it means we are happy but we are trying our hardest to not show it, and fail at hiding it.

We do miss you all the time; granted, we’d spend all our time with you if possible.

We don’t think of the smallest things you say, we think of every word you say, panicking at every single word, trying to define what it really means, to read between the lines. But wait there’s more.

We would love you in a million ways. And once we start loving you there is no going back for us.

No matter how hard we try we will always love a boy that has touched us.

Us girls when in love will think of that boy first thing in the morning, and think of that boy last before we sleep at night.

Whenever we see a couple, our thoughts immediately jump to that boy, and imagine that the couple was us.

Every single detail about his is loved; the way he walks, talks, speaks. The sound of his voice. His laughter. The sparkle in his eyes. His shy smile. That funny face he makes when he’s asleep. And the way he says our name that our hearts just explode with mirth, a simple act that no-one else can replicate.

A girl in love with a boy is no simple thing.She will be unpredictable. She will be persistent, stubborn, and given the circumstances.
She will show you how to appreciate the everything of the world in a thousand ways, and then she will tell you how much she appreciates your everything in a million ways !

Oh ! Tiramisu !

2011-10-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

My lover turns out to be a nagger

I tell him to stop nagging me " Where is my cake ? where is my cake ?" but he just wouldn't listen

Nah , finally I bake the cake which is just for you only ~

Appreciate my intentions k ? I just do it once in a blue moon

As long as you're not behave yourself I'll not do it anymore

Oh ! My Face !

2011-10-25T11:14:00.001+08:00

Self-heating action on contact with my skin , my face feel hot like doing sauna !

Great Night !

2011-10-23T20:11:00.001+08:00

It have been ages since the last time I updated my blog

Well , I'm heartily tired of those small and discrete troubles !

My life is further complicated by having such troubles

To you , You're seeking for trouble and I can tell you you're

not deserve of sympathy

Okay , cut the craps and move to the topic

Yesterday was quite a meaningful and memorable night for each and eveyone of us

WE girls plus some guys were gathering at my house

Oh , still the same , we enjoyed ourselves to our heart's content

Here come the photos which we took yesterday night

My dear and me

Ah Hong , my little cow and me ... LanYang don't jealous ok ? I still dote you the most ~

Our gossip's scene in my room

My fat and shapeless figure ... The effect of eating too much food

Absent of manyi , ziting and yijia ( she early went back with ah feng ) or else it would be more perfect

Here I'm

2011-10-22T12:45:00.000+08:00

This song moved me lots !

送你分手

2011-10-12T13:42:00.000+08:00

谎言在耳边围绕心无法伪造在你身上我嗅出背叛的味道不需要争吵我放手会过得更好 送你分手送走我的默默承受

Not Bad

2011-10-08T13:34:00.000+08:00

That's You

2011-10-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

例子在眼前

他没有错！可是你却错得比他严重！

如果要说原因，我不知道会写到多长

是我对你太仁慈!!!

Frankly Speaking

2011-10-02T11:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I'm pissed off with my boy

But he'd showed his silly face's expressions to me by and by

His every actions slayed me and consequently I'd not get angry with him or cut him for days !

I really cannot stand his every single funny characteristics

This is my wretch Biii ♥♥

Haizzz ~ Wa jinja bo yi ehh huat

Sometimes

2011-09-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

有时候，绝望到尽头

流下的眼泪是弥补内心深处的最好方法

所有悲傷只能自己扛

而你只是我不知道如何解讀的依賴

25.09.11

2011-09-25T16:01:00.000+08:00

Sleeping Beauty ? LoL

My Pig Biii

2011-09-24T22:40:00.001+08:00

He is acting in front the camera ~ Aha ~

Sullen Grey Sky

2011-09-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

If you had not been there

Would I be more delight?

It's a pity that promises always seemed to be destroyed by the cruelty of the time

The thought of missing would come to rememberance

While the appealed to the heart would come to the heartbreaking

Why I would still show lots of cares and loves about whom you belonged to

Deliberated after reading , you will come to a song ...

Exhausted But It's Worth :)

2011-09-11T19:26:00.001+08:00

Oh Yeah ! :)

It will be MY Nest start from 11st September 2011

Have a nice sleep tonight ... ...

Webcam - Ing

2011-09-10T13:23:00.000+08:00

Location : Biii's house

Yeah :D

He said Lan Yang is our baby ~ Haha

He loved this photo the most cos my face is like == !!!

IF

2011-09-09T17:04:00.000+08:00

If I was to be with my current boyfriend , I'd cut myself off from my former girlfriend

If I found out my former boyfriend did have a girlfriend , I'd not have the CHEEK to tangle with him anymore

I'd not grab the lame excuse for myself to contact with him such as purposely sent the wrong message to his number and expected that he'd replied me after that

If it came to that , I'd rather let you and you involved in the perplexed relationship

In the end , you and you can do whatever you both want and it's none of my business anymore !!!

TeVi ~ Did you still remember what the story I had told you last week ?

Seriously I found out that some of the people could not understand what I meant

Perhaps my writing standard was totally not within it's standard and that's why it could not be able to understand all my words :)

Hug !

2011-09-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

A big hugged ♥♥

At our favourite place :)

I'm So Sure ! :)

2011-09-05T14:15:00.000+08:00

There is no longer a safe place for you to do something anymore

I get it

I'll let you to reveal your true character in front me

Your affairs appear to have leaked out soon !

I won't pardon you for doing wrong this time

You do this , you'll be suffered from the biggest regretted in your lifetime :)

For Your Information

2011-09-03T19:43:00.000+08:00

Everytime I looked into your eyes I could be more precise whether you were lying me or not

Perhaps you did not know , the way you talked with me in a little unnatural would aroused my suspicions directly

Don't try to conceal what you had done to me

You needed to keep those words in your mind : I got nothing to hide and my conscience is clear !

Hopefully those words impressed on your memory whenever you did something else

My New Hair Style :)

2011-09-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

Sat for one more hour and came out this kind hair style in the end ...

I wanted to dye back my hair so much !!!

Too bad I can't do that :(

You're Talking Bird Words

2011-08-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

Compromise is an inevitable part of life

So do you know what's the meaning of COMPROMISE ?

If you do not know well the meaning , please go and look up the dictionary

Stop being that as the fool thinks , the bell clinks

Still cannot understand what's the meaning ?

Go and check it again :)

Who ask you to believe those flattering words ?

Nobody ok !

And now you still have the cheek to bla so many Jiao Wehs ?

Don't just only how to show out crocodile tears in front people

Be extra careful about your bird words

I'll let you catch the shit one day :)

Secret Garden ♥

2011-08-29T19:58:00.001+08:00

You may try to listen this song - That Woman -

This song attracted me deeply ♥

Their romance move the Heaven ...

Love Scar For Ever

2011-08-24T14:15:00.000+08:00

感动越是深刻

寂寞就越伤人

每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕

So now you change your mind and intend to do it once a month ?

You're repeating those affairs again and again

I just can watch it helplessly although I see through your little games

So tell me what are you going to do for the coming September ?

I see what you mean really but for me the problems do exist

Other than that you still bring your problems to me !

Wtf ?

Aren't you detect your problems is just a meaningless existence ?

You seem to have overlooked my feeling

My last request for you : Please don't do it again the next time for NEVER AND EVER !

You're irritating me beyond the measure !

Do it again , I can take my life and guarantee to you I'll show off how close we're in front you ...

Thanks for co-operation !

To You :

I really can't understand what you're doing

Moving to another side just want to avoid her gaze while I was feeding you with the ice-cream ?

Next time you don't stay near with me as long as she's still in the school compound

I bet you're damn jubilant for my words !

I L Y

2011-08-23T20:06:00.001+08:00

When will it comes to the end of the dramastic relationship ?

Who knows ?

Maybe sooner or later ?

Every night I lie awake and think that maybe you love me like I've always loved you .

Everytime I log in my blogger , once I read of her post , her post expressed her grief more eloquently than anything else .

Her grief never consoled by time .

I don wanna do something that is against my own heart and even my own feeling .

I don wish it ends just like the way.

End like I loved you but I cant even look straight into your eyes

I just had to get away and I don't know why,
I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm weak ... ...

Life will be so nice as if no more self imaginations as well as no more over worries out of nothing

Seriously , I'm touched by this song when I listen until the chorus part ...

Everything will be back to the origin as long as it is true . No matter how far it goes , how long it

takes , in the end , it will still start all over again . It is just the matter of TIME .

Doesn't Help Matters

2011-08-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

An aching void in my heart

No point in getting worked up about this

Silence mends no holes

Forget it and let it be ... ...

We can throw it out together , but in the end , it will back to our hand too .

The Definition of love .

Hideous Nightmare

2011-08-21T10:37:00.000+08:00

Well , I slept sound last night but I had two terrible nightmares at the same night

* Sounds exaggerating *

If I recalled correctly , she had been poisoning my water

Things started from here .....

We were gathering at a cafe to renew acquaintance with some old friends

But in real world we were not that closed until could have a gather at a cafe ... Hahaha

Then ,we were sitting there and chatting away to each other

After that , she drank my water until there was none left

She volunteered to refill the water to me

" Okay , no problem " I said

I was busying carried on chatting with the others and so I did not notice carefully the filled water

I drank almost the whole cup of the water and something wrong with my stomach

I went to criticize the waiter and she was pretended to do so too

After ascertaining the whole incident , I knew what it was

She was the person who had been poisoning to me !

I shouted at her frantically why she wanted to frame on me ?!

* Ended the story as I felt that my urine was almost coming out and so I went to toilet immediately *

Hahahahahahahahahahah ...

I went back to sleep after that and now came my second nightmare

I did not know what's going on which the scene could turned to Tanjung ==

I dreamed of a big bear was walking slowly along the road

That time I was heading to find my boy

Then , I sudden recalled of last few days I had read a news from the newspaper which entitled " The bear killed the two people "

I still asked my mummy isn't that the bear would eat people ?

She answer me : yea lah , of course lah

Oh no !!!!! Something went worst !!!!!

All of a sudden that bear rushed to our direction

I was scared SHITLESS

What the hell ? I was nearing the end of my life ?

I don't want to let it be the fact !!!!

Luckily the bear ran to a small boy's direction

The boy died in front of my eye

I shivered at the thought of that scene

This incident happened too sudden and it threw the scene into chaos

I ran to find my family members and I could just find bb and ah hong

After that , I woke up in the middle of the ghastly nightmare

I went to toilet again ... Hahahaha

These absurd dreams make me so helpless ... LoL

Chill

2011-08-08T18:47:00.001+08:00

No Doubt ! You're an abject liar

What you've told me was a packed of lied

Sleeping ?

Yours reply do not assuage my suspicions

I feel that I've the characteristic of a proper Charlie ( sat in front of my laptop for about one hour )

What a blessed fool !

Saw a jerk was f.i.t.n. with the whole Malaysia's BITCH

What a big occasion I had ever seen in my life

You're really a tough jerk

There's no one tougher in this world again

Fine !

Since you've so much time to do such things

So starting from tomorrow you don't ever need to expect me to lend you copy my Maths T

PLEASE do it on your own

Bastard

2011-08-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

You think that you're engage in a great and glorious cause?

Own the whole Malaysia's BITCH represent you has been a star in everything which you have ever set your hand to ?

Sometime those efforts are all in vain

Your ruthlessness make she utterly disappointed !

How Come ?

2011-08-01T14:04:00.000+08:00

A Normal with an Abnormal people would never come to a happy or even a satisfying ending

Don't ask me why it would be the main reason

You brought such disgrace on me

I felt too ashamed to face anyone of you

On The Verge Of Dangerous

2011-07-31T11:31:00.001+08:00

My nerves cracked !!!!!!!

Such a thrilling sight shown in front me !

What the FUCK !

I just passed my 18th birthday last week AND now I had regretted for something

Regretted for my recklessness action

The day before the Hungry Ghost Month I met with an unexpected accident

Blame for my clumsy hands cannot either turn or hold the steering well !

The car was parked at there but I go and crashed it ==

After hearing the sound of BANG , I could sense that something went WORST

I immediately jumped down from my car to see how badly damaged it was

FUCK !!

My car's looked made me damn panicked and I don't know what to do

I almost cried out but I just managed to swallowed hard and forced back my tears in front of my friends

I canceled my Sing K plan and drove to home straightly

On the way went back to home , I started to wail miserably when calling him

I don't even know how to tell in honest to my parents

In general , I had learned a bitter lesson in my 18th life

My Baby car came to a sticky end one of the day !!

My Mind

2011-07-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

Can you please stop having your one-side idea ?

Don't you know that it takes two to tango ?

Such obsessions only make you become more and more suffer ...

I just don't want to beat around the bush and that's why I can speak here without any pretension !!

Black Humorous

2011-07-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

Part 2

2011-07-20T15:12:00.001+08:00

Here comes the end of the previous title :)

And the last people who calls me is Allen Goh

Obviously , he do it on purpose

He tells me that he want to be the last people to wish me

Okay , I've to tell you the truth that you're the last person ..

Hahaha

Special enough to be the last lah wey XD

I appreciate your best wishes deeply ! Thank You so much friend :))

Lastly , I've new wishes and I'll use my every effort to obtain it

Deeply Appreciated You Guys' Wishing ! Thank You :)

2011-07-19T20:53:00.001+08:00

Well , I've so much to express here

But I may not be able to write out the whole things

So some of the parts may be omitted

First of all , I would like to thank my DEAR SISTERS which are SIA TE VI and YAP SHIE LIN

They called me on time at 12 a.m. sharp to wish me Happy Birthday

When I received their calls I could feel like a rush of joy pulsed through my body !!

And I was greatly moved by their action

Paiseh for saying too much " Rude words " towards Sia Te Vi

Hahahahaha

You should know I was born on that way what

If there's no such rude words between us then I might not be able to get used to it

Although we lived apart from each other but my heart still always with you all forever and ever

You all's friendship is one of the most precious memories of my life !! ♥

Next is to the boy who I Love the MOST

He told me that he wanted to be the every first to wish me happy birthday

But I told him the truth that he is the second people to wish me

Why did I say so ?

Because Yap Shie Lin was the first in front you

Hahahaha

For me who to be the first second or even third to wish me was not that crucial actually

The Birthday Songs which you sang to me was the single most important !

Yours' sincerity moved me deeply !

You even told me that I had grown up but inside your heart I was still your BB

I denied it and told you that you're my Biii actually

Here came a photo of a Burger which was made by you early in the morning

Perhaps for other people It might not taste so dainty

But it's enough for me and could be also consider as good Hamburger which was nice and sumptuous !

While I was eating it , I could feel that my heart was overflowed with your love

I appreciated your sincerity ♥

I would not part with you for anything again

I Love You

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

The third person turned to THOMAS TEE who called me during my sleeping time

Sorry for being brutal honesty to tell you that I was sleeping

Hahaha

But anyway I did appreciate yours' birthday wishes deeply :)

TO BE CONTINUED ... ...

Well , Everything is MESSED UP

2011-07-18T22:42:00.001+08:00

Mood is DOWN DOWN DOWN

That's just what I expected

And now it didn't bring any helps to measure up my expectation

How disappointing I'm

Please don't give or even raise my hopes the next time :)

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Tomorrow is my Eighteenth Birthday

It seems to come around quicker every year

I'm a big girl now and no longer a small girl like last time

A sudden spurt of interest !

2011-07-05T19:58:00.000+08:00

There's a new opened family karaoke at the Wetex

And what shock us the most is that you can sing for free within two hours during their promotion season

PHewwwwww !!

Such a thing is undreamed of !

But they require a rule which is that students who wear their uniform to there cannot enter into !!

WAT THE HELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We're so pissed of about that

We've no choice but to accept the rules

And then we're doing the stupid idiot moron thing !

Try to guess what's that ...

We're like Siao Kia rush to 2nd floor to buy a shirt

Haizzzzzzz

Undeniably their rules have brought too much trouble to us !!

But seriously I really fond the design of the place

Although it looks much more high class than rockstar but i'll still prefer the pa system in the rockstar ! HaHa

Photos Photos !!!

2011-07-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

It's daylight robbery ! Nobody was the only eyewitness of the robbery ... I'm the poor victim ! HoHo

Seriously I like this photo a lot ! You can be nominated as best actor ad XD

You seemed to be fast asleep leh ...Quite comfortable isn't it ? LoL

Noob Face ! HaHaHa !!

Yeah ! ^^V

Your face memang pattern liao liao ~~

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He said that he don't want to know about it

Next time if you're absent to school you don't have the need to inform him

I suggest you can straight inform me as I'm his private secretary ever after

I Wish I Can I Will I Shall I May

2011-06-30T18:48:00.001+08:00

How I wish I could sit at there for few more hours just for listening and enjoying all the Jay's songs which were played by you

Undeniably your intent looked when playing the guitar attracted me the most

Too bad I didn't bring along my camera if not I sure would record down all the video !

Haha ... Your boyish roundness face is so cute ! Pheewwww ~~ there's a Little handsome boy here :DD

Critical Time

2011-06-27T17:59:00.000+08:00

What sparked off the quarrel ?

Sometime we quarreled for nothing

And now there was a breach between us

The lover's quarrel was just a tempest in a teapot only ?

I don't think so ...

Just a small argument yet can bring to our quarrel in school or even in tuition

At the end we would give a black looked to each other

It would be judicious to remain silent

I would like to emphasis that ...

Silence was my last gentle which tantamount to how deeply I Love You
That's all ...

Much Tired ...

2011-06-22T21:31:00.004+08:00

Sometime a smile appears on my face doesn't mean that I'm satisfying with it

My words will not come out as I think that I'm tired enough to talk some more

Philosopher said that " Speech is silver and silence is golden "

When you come to realize it one day , it's too late

Don't feel that it's impossible to be happened

I just know that Everything has the possibility to happen

The more closer you get with , you'll stick to one day ......

Photo taken by me on Wednesday *.*

Moron People !

2011-06-19T16:05:00.000+08:00

They're a bunch a moron !!!

They got the places by devious mean !!!

What a filthy trick !

WE reached there earlier but we cant even get a place to sit down !

I hate whoever played the tricks !

To be ready

2011-06-19T15:54:00.002+08:00

Kayu betul =X

What the hell program organized by don't know who's the people

Haha !

We all just went there for fun and also to get more koko marks

It was bored there -.-

Muet !

2011-06-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

After watching the "show" , I did feel that my immediate reaction was one of rude shock !!

Those candidates' capacity for speaking the English Language astonished me

They really spoke English with great fluency

I was totally impressed by their mastery of the two minutes time and even spoke out their own opinion after two minutes time well

I felt upset about my failure

I might not be able to do as well as them

They all had a great faculty for English

Blaming myself for not having the initiative to improve my broken English as well

I did not follow the teacher's instructions to speak English at the class last time

I would feel scared and even embarrassed to speak English

In my nervousness , I stumbled over my words

I scared that I would hold up to mockery

And now I ended up with a person who can't even speak English very fluently

When facing the subject MUET , my life seemed like the game is up !

Our MUET teacher eased our mind by telling us that we'll definitely do well as if we put lots of efforts in it

We were trained to speak fluently English and without unnecessary hesitation in the class

People who spoke other languages except English will be fined 10sens for each words

HaHa

But I can guarantee to you nobody will the habits to speak other languages in the class

You know why ?

Because 10sens is too little for us

Lol

But no matter how we still need to read more English magazines and newspaper if we want to get a GOOD BAND !

The Cutest !

2011-06-13T18:46:00.002+08:00

What a lovely 懒羊 !!!

It behaves itself well and sits obediently in my car ♥

The World is Blackout !

2011-06-10T18:55:00.002+08:00

绝望到极点剩的是疲倦

Refreshing :DD

2011-06-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

Exactly NO sunshine just now morning

The day cheered me by the balminess of the air

I really felt hot after "walking" but not jogging around

Before I finished the one big circle , I was already sweating ...

Haha..

How weak I was ~

The only purpose I went to Tanjung was to sweat off some weight

Too bad it didn't help me to lose my weight , on the contrary , I had gained much weight !

Omg !

The four of us went to eat Bak Kuk Teh after that

Photo taken by him when he discovered that the "You Tiao" is in love shape ...

Why the You Tiao will catch his attention?

Jiat Pak Ge Eng liao :D

Bored to the MAX !

2011-06-03T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hey !

I longed for something to relieve the tedium of my everyday life

And who wants to be the volunteer to bring Sunshine into my dull life ?

HaHa :D

I welcome anyone of you guys

Is there any place which is a full range of activities for me ?

I myself still find that Outings with my beloved friends will be more appropriate

We show a total disregard for the others and we use to laugh to our heart's content

Yes , I begin to miss those good old days

It was indeed an unforgettable memories for each and everyone of us

As time goes , lost time is never found again

*** Sighed ***

Is considering to buy a new handphone for myself

I own two sim card now ( Digi and Maxis )

So I need a new handphone to place my Digi sim card

My situation now is on the verge of going bankrupt if I'm not using the Digi number !

I've spent so much money ( around RM30 like that one week ) on my Maxis number

People spent 30 for one month whereas I've to spent 120 for one month

This huge "DEBT" crushed me !

I'm just overstate my case only

HaHaHa :)

I'm sleepy !

2011-06-01T15:38:00.001+08:00

Under the influence of the medicine I've been quite lethargic

Somehow I wish an oblivious slumber could help me forget what happened last night

My mental anguish was beyond words

I hoped that this wont happened again for the next time

I'm not a master of disguise anymore

I always denied everything in front you as I didn't mean to hurt you

I'm really sorry about that

It was , and still is , he was the loved of my life

I was so gratified because he was not what he used to be

It can be said like he changed his every bads for me

He used to flirt with every girl once he knew them

But now he never repeated his flirt attitude anymore

He pledged himself to fulfill the promise he made to me

He did it actually !

It can still stand for how long ?

We'd try our best to hold it tightly and never let it go again

Perhaps last night it was too much for him and he was at the end of his patience

I promised not to use those rude remarks to you anymore

Though you're in bad mood but you never did so to me :)

Sorry ♥

A mild illness :(

2011-05-31T20:20:00.001+08:00

I went to see doctor just now and was accompanied by hs ...

And soon it was my turn ...

Here comes the prescription for the medicine ... LoL

Although I'm having cough now but I still want to sing K badly !!!!

HaHaHaHa :D

Misfortunes

2011-05-31T19:03:00.000+08:00

Last week I knocked my car's signal mirror then this week I knocked my car's bumper ...

WTH !

There's a small line "scar" on it ..

I bet mummy cannot see it because it's not so obvious ..

Hmmmmm~

I know what it's about but this time I choose to pretend otherwise ...

Don't blame me ...

I've no choice :(

Chicken Cake !!!

2011-05-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

Why I can't get rid of the cold these few days ?

It even brings me to sore throat and coughing non stop !

Do you have something for all this ?

The medicine which I ate didn't take effect on the illness ...

I suffered from insomnia and I hadn't slept well last few nights ...

So now it can be said like " I'm in black mood " !!!

Please DON'T MESS WITH ME !!

TMD ! CHICKEN CAKE :(

Next Door to a Lie ...

2011-05-28T11:10:00.000+08:00

A pack of Lies made you bristle with rage ?

I think a half truth is often no better than a lie ...

It's just depends on how much you put yourself in believing the words :)

Sadness and happiness are always in our hands !

Please hold it tightly when you've it ❤

Thank You :)

2011-05-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

You gave an impressive performance to me ...

I was greatly moved by your action ...

I love it so much ...

Thank You Baby ...♥

Girls whose professions in talking GOSSIP !

2011-05-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

Girls whose professions are either illegitimate or disreputable can called as " SAN GU LIU PO " ...

Seriously , I shall looked at you girls with loathing !

Isn't you all are born good at talking people's badly ?

I doubt of yours' life is full of woe ...

It's shabby to speak ill of us behind our backs k !

I've had enough of all the childish stunts !

Well , I want to laugh at the naivety of yours' thinking ....

Hahahahahahaha ! :D

Grow up please kiddo !

Please put more your effort in your studies la !

Fuck !

2011-05-23T14:06:00.000+08:00

ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can I've a shout for my anger to vent out all my spleen ? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think my action is just too cheap for a fucker like you !!!

I even not dare to tell my mummy about this incident ...

I scare she'll scold me and tell me not to drive anymore for the next time ...

But ....

I don't want to bluff her as she'll know it one day !

So I tell her exactly as it happened ...

What a relief !!!!!!!!!!

She didn't scold me for a word ...

Hahahaahahhahah :)

And you the FUCKER DRIVER !!!!!

I mean you !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going to hit your car into pieces if I see your car at anywhere !!!!

I mutter a curse at you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After a storm comes a calm :)

2011-05-22T16:20:00.001+08:00

I can tell you I take the story seriously ..

It's all not an act only...

I can give you more than one proof that it's true !

I've abundant evidence to prove your guilt k ?!

Don't play play I warn you !

I'm warning you for the last time !

My eyes were puffy last night ..

It's all your fault !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You made me looked so strained and weary ..

WTH >.<

If you try once more , I can guarantee you will eat my FISTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're INSANE !

2011-05-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

Well ...

I go to my room and take a look at my handphone ...

WTH ..

The phone is ringing non-stop !!!

The message show that " You've 130 missed call from 017 xxxxxxx since 06:12pm 21.05.11 ...

I can tell you I purposely off my handphone !

All because of what ?

You made me do this to u !

After School ...

2011-05-19T20:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah ! I drove to Wetex straight forward after school to buy the Pre-U Teks for STPM ..

I soon took the books to the counters and paid for that ..

I was so hungry and my stomach was making noise !!!!

Arghhhhhhhhh !!

I wanted something to eat :s

Went down to the ground floor and wished to have MCD for my lunch ..

But who knows there was a sea of faces there ==

More and more people joined in the queue ..

I really don't want to waste my precious time on doing the same silly thing with them ..

HaHa..

Well , my stomach was almost more than I could stand lah ...

Soon I made up a decision and went to Sanga to have my lunch ..

Yes ! I first ordered my favourite" Gong bao ji ding " rice and then the drinks !

I tore into my food as if I was starving ..

Muahahahaha ...

I was so satisfied as my stomach full-up already..

Errrrrrrr .... I think no more craps to talk on ...

That's all :)

HaHa..Here comes the photo I took just now ...

The photo which I wear my school uniform ...

I've nearly got it !

2011-05-19T19:56:00.002+08:00

Hey ! I admit I've a very short memory ...

As my aged , my memory got worse ..( it proves that I'm getting old and older already ? )

HaHa ..

This has caused me nearly forgot what its looked !!

HeHe..

Lets take a look at the photo below ...

Frankly speaking , it's really so awesome...
Hope next time I'll have the chance to see the real one ...:)

A challenge for me ? Maybe ...

2011-05-18T15:44:00.000+08:00

It cant be denied that I do feel a palpable sense of loss after reading the message ...

And why I'll get such feeling ?

I think that love is never without jealousy..

I hated myself for feeling jealous ..

Your story really move me to tears ..

No doubt I'm deeply affected by your story ..

I'm not like you ..

I fail to put across my feeling to him ..

" There's not a particle of truth in what he said "...

Maybe last time I would give people who said this a thumbs-up sign !

I just want to say : Now I won't do so already ...

But after looked at someone's blog ...

I'm hesitated for my decision again ...

I just can say that If you really want to meet go then ..there's no anyone can stop you to do so ...

That's something you should be thankful for because the girls around you always loved you so much !

Something happened just now ...

On my way back home , there had been a car accident near the Dato school there..

The car had damaged badly ..

The side and the front mirror of the car had broken into pieces ..

I can still saw a woman's head was bleeding profusely ..

The expression of pain showed on her face and she burst out crying !

OMG !!!

How poor she was being at the situation ...

Haizzz..

It only takes one careless driver to cause an accident ..

So all of the drivers must be extra careful when driving on the road ...

" Safety First " is always our slogan :)

Ubay Hencay Hisay !

2011-05-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

AbyBay ...

Hongzay Iujay Inay Aihay Hisay Uiday Oway Huosay Elay Uanghay !

Inay Huosay Eday Ehay Atay Uosay Iexay Aizay Ubay Uolay Egay Eday Hisay Ubay Ongtay Eday !

Inat Hisay Hongzay Eimay Anbay Afay Angray Oway Angfay Iaxay Inxay Uqay Iaay Inay ...

Ow Enh Ann Hous ... Hongz Ouy Iy Iant Ow Enm Uih Enf Hous de !

That's Enough !

2011-05-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

Have had to see enough, hear enough and know more than enough !

My anger is reasonable kay?!

You guy's being difficult on purpose and it's so unseemly !

Just a harmless frolic ?

Definitely I don't want such frivolous things happened in my life lah ...

WTFREAK ..

Can you guys don't do anything stupid just because of the humdrum ?

There are things that are not easily put up with ..

So .. PLS don't ever try to challenge my PATIENT !

I DIDN'T WANT ANYONE TO KNOW ABOUT IT .. :)

No ! I'm afraid YOU misunderstand me ..

And what I meant is this : Young People do not really know their own mind :D

Why you want to know so much ?

Isn't you will feel any better after you knew it ?

It is all a fuss about nothing ! ...

"There won't be a second chance" ... I denied it !!!

2011-05-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm ......

I might come to repent my hasty decision if I chose not to go today ..

But luckily I did go !

HaHa ..

Today was the Teacher's Day ..

This date had a double significance for teachers and students ..

It was also a deep significance for me when I was still in Convent !

To be the honest , I really like Convent a lot !!

To be honest also , I really don't like "Nenek" at all !!

All of a sudden , I found the temptation to miss the class too hard to resists ..

Arghhhhhhh ~

So we both ( me and hs ) ended up with PONTENG sch !

HaHa ..

After that we both drove our car went to Tanjung respectively ..

I could just described that there's only a few people there ..

And we both were so special enough as we're wearing our school uniform ..

Lol..

We both had a stroll there but the sun was scorching hot so we forced to sit down at the bench there...

We consumed most of our time in chatting ..

The sun was beating down on us and we could not stay long at there anymore !

As we knew that too much SUN isn't good for us ..

HaHa..

So we immediately changed our destination and went to the Hometown Cafe to have a morning tea :)

I found that my Ponteng behaviour had become the greatest pleasures in my life !

Sometime we should try some FUN or else our life would be bored ...

Last but not least ..

I find it hards to say what I feel at the time ..

But let me tell YOU I've nothing to repent of ... :D
PS : No any picssss for today as I didn't bring along my camera :x

Second but not FIRST =(

2011-05-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

OMG !

My mental anguish was neither pen nor pencil can expressssss ...

It put me in a bad mood for the whole day ...

If I had studied harder , I might have divided into first class already ...

People said " No hard working , no success "

And I had a gradual awakening to the important of readings !

For a year to come , I'll have a lot to do ...

Because a still better tomorrow lied ahead of me !

I believe I've a high promise for the future ...

Yu Qi ..

2011-05-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

與其如此費心猜測彼此的感受和想法
與其如此浪費時間填充那沒有的結局
與其如此綁手綁腳為對方保留那時間
與其如此在乎卻感受不到對方的慈悲
與其為了尋找幸福卻挖掘那悲傷
與其捨棄掉那幸福
只是
與期那孤單寧願兩人世界
與其那空虛寧願有人陪伴
與其那寂寞寧願一起逛街
與其那不是最愛寧願慢慢朔造那理想
可是
與其可能會再傷一次不如沉默
與其可能會浪費感情不如收起
與其可能會再一次痛恨不如保留那遐想的憧憬
最後
真的愛難以癒合若再轉身後仍然對另一個人微笑
相信那表情依然充滿虛偽的猙獰
感情可以再重新培養愛可以再重新雕朔
但是受傷的真心將會不願的還保留那傷口的痕跡

Don't be angry ==

2011-05-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

" Don't be angry and we're just fooling " ...

Wth weeeehhhhhh ....

It's none of my business so can I just fiercely retorted ?

Walao ehhh ....

It's merely a coincidence ...

You guys always talk twaddle ! How repulsive !!

DAMN NUISANCE !!

ARGHHHHHHHHHH .....

转身之后

2011-05-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

和你相约在这里有些事想说明我的决心你却不愿意听我知道你想逃避不想问不想听这段感情已经快要暂停听我说从今后我会一个人生活没有我的时候你要一个人要好好过在我转身之后 你却又抱着我在放手以后不在拥有彼此的温柔在我转身之后 你的泪不停流虽然心很痛却只能说
分开以后我就要远走